Decision

I've decided to go preemptive, and canceled my application. I'm also going to take a break from applying until I'm more sure about what I want. Three things are certain: No superlong working days, no long lonely travels during which I can't play games/watch anime, and no laboratories.

I had a really weird dream last night. I was holding something above my head and black blood-like stuff came out. I woke up and tossed my Shampoo plushie on the floor for some reason. It may have been a sign, maybe not. I don't really care, as long as I don't go tossing plushies of Shampoo on the floor again!