OK, Teriffic!

Right, so I'm going for it. It's going to be one hell of a job, and I don't expect me to move in for real anytime before Abunai (end of September), but I'm going to spend every weekend after the 8th there. The 8th is then I pick up my keys, make a down payment the size of a small morgage and take some initial pictures and measurements of the room, which, on demand, I will post here. After that it's mostly defumigating the nicotine smell first, re-paint stuff, replace floor AND do some decorations, after which I'll be able to put in some first furniture, which'll probably go fast, seeing as I want to move my bed AND puter at the same time, and at that point I'll have officially moved in, and I probably won't come back for a long time. I'll be online a lot more though, since I'll probably trigger my computer's power to the door or something. I've already got a lot of idea's, here, but I need to check if I can actually make it all work out. For once in my life, I'm optimistic about it though. I blame Monique for that, since she unlocked my feelings completely. XD

Otherwise I'm not doing so good, I told my mother about how I felt about her finally having forced me out, and she's already diagnosing herself with all colors of guilt (which wasn't really my intention, I mean, I wanted her to feel at least SOME responsibility, which in turn she showed by cancelling my debt to her, another thing I didn't really want, but it is welcome) AND empty-nest-syndrome (I haven't even moved out yet and she's already clearly showing that. XD)

The thing I'm really afraid of, though, is that Gerrit just might not live up to his end of the deal in the household when I'm gone, which is going to be a pain when I'm no longer around to fill that blank...

Eh, fuck it. I'll see how it all works out. And if it won't, it won't. Simple as that. :3

OK, I was supposed to be sleeping for an hour and a half now... Maybe I should catch some Z's while I still CAN. : P