That hurts...

I can't even begin to describe how torn between loving my job and hating my job I am, right now. Without money, I can't buy cels, but if I have to miss out on stuff like this, I'd rather be out of the job. It hurts, it does.

I am broken. The last few nights I've been sleeping very bad. And by very bad, I don't mean just lousy, I mean, super-d-duper, megacrap. Not even the hour I gained last night made up for the way I'm feeling. I don't suppose this missed opportunity is doing me any good.

Tomorrow I'll go to work on skates again. It's been a while and I'll not be able to use my travelcard. I won't be able to use the bus anyway. XD

Oh well, time for some KoL and then to BeD.