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What the fuck am I doing this internship for? Everyone wants me to do it in a different way.
Random Person (RP) 1: "You should integrate like this"
Me: "I was told to do it like this"
RP1: "You were told wrong"
RP2: "Why are you integrating like that?"
Me: "RP1 told me"
RP: "Oh hell no, you'll fuck it up like that. But fine, if you want to work like that..."
And my way of making elution standards is wrong, I shouldn't determine the LOD's with standards even though in the work method it said I had to, not even mentioning the fact that every matrix differs... You know what? You can all go fuck yourself. I'm gonna do it my way or the high way. You're probably gonna redo the whole thing after I leave anyway. And I'm fine with it. Because when I exit here the 20th (October), I'ma be like FYAD, I'm out.
I don't like this place one bit. People aren't really a team, the labs are scattered throughout the building, which is massive (in dutch terms), hell, this whole moving thing is dragging down the morale in such a way I personally have never seen before. People disagree with each other on every aspect including aforementioned validation.
Marc said do it by the report of my previous intern. I will, and no-one will tell me different. Not even him. I did everything by the book.
33 working days and 2 hours left to go... I think I'm gonna count down now. I'm so tired of this place. I hate Albert for suggesting it in the first place. I hate myself for taking Chemistry. But what the fuck am I gonna do?
Random Person (RP) 1: "You should integrate like this"
Me: "I was told to do it like this"
RP1: "You were told wrong"
RP2: "Why are you integrating like that?"
Me: "RP1 told me"
RP: "Oh hell no, you'll fuck it up like that. But fine, if you want to work like that..."
And my way of making elution standards is wrong, I shouldn't determine the LOD's with standards even though in the work method it said I had to, not even mentioning the fact that every matrix differs... You know what? You can all go fuck yourself. I'm gonna do it my way or the high way. You're probably gonna redo the whole thing after I leave anyway. And I'm fine with it. Because when I exit here the 20th (October), I'ma be like FYAD, I'm out.
I don't like this place one bit. People aren't really a team, the labs are scattered throughout the building, which is massive (in dutch terms), hell, this whole moving thing is dragging down the morale in such a way I personally have never seen before. People disagree with each other on every aspect including aforementioned validation.
Marc said do it by the report of my previous intern. I will, and no-one will tell me different. Not even him. I did everything by the book.
33 working days and 2 hours left to go... I think I'm gonna count down now. I'm so tired of this place. I hate Albert for suggesting it in the first place. I hate myself for taking Chemistry. But what the fuck am I gonna do?
