T_T

I'm going from bad to worse here, and I'm not through the woods just yet. Not a single room has been able to meet my requirements as of yet, and the literature study is VERY tiring. The travelling seems to get longer and longer and the 8 hours of sleep I AM getting seem to get shorter and shorter. The 2 hours of fun seem like 20 minutes... You get the general idea. Demotivation after 1.5 week. not a good sign. I still have 28.5 to go, but a long weekend coming up. Unfortunately I don't have a long weekend every two weeks. I think I kinda found out why I am reluctant to move to a room of my own, and this is gonna crack 75% of my readers (I only have like 2, but that doesn't matter right now) up. I'm afraid to be on my own. I'm slowly gonna go psycho there, I know it already. Still I HAVE to do it. As I said to dad at the beginning of this week: This is going to be the toughest 7 months of my study, quite possibly of my life, as of yet. I am not enjoying it.

Either way, I'm gonna make an MSN passport, if anyone's up for a SERIOUS chat, and don't expect me to reply instantly, add lex.hofland[at]tno.nl

I'll try to be online from 9-5 (GMT+2) I don't know if they'll let me keep it, or if it'll work in the first place for that matter, but I'm gonna try anyway.