*steals Aix's Friday Five* XD

1) 10 years ago what did you think you would be doing now? Having a job. Ironically, I just managed to find a new internship, and the way things are going it might get denied, not that I care, as I'm going anyway.

2) Where do you think you will be in 5 years from now? Working. Abroad.

3) Do you live life one day at a time or look to the future? One day at a time. 24 hours is a lot of planning. Lessee... 10 hours of sleep, 10 hours of putering and wasting my life, 1 hour of schoolwork... 3 hours of eating. Yeah, I'm there XD

4) Do you wish you could go back in time and undo something in your life? I'd fix this nasty habit of sitting behind the computer all day long and put me in a decent university instead of some crummy second-rate high school (Note: We call it high school, before that there is a "middle school" which you silly Americans call high school XD)

5) If you could send a message back in time and give a younger version of yourself some advice, what would it be? "Take fighting lessons, you pussy."

So yeah, tomorrow (technically today) is mom's birthday. You know what that means! That's right! Ten more days to go. Bwaha! I hope she likes my gift though. The dustbuster broke down so I got her a new one, but this one's fully red. She totally hearts red. Less capacity though. I had cash to think about. Since she's turned 50, neighbors and I worked hard on something special. Perhaps I'll post a picture of it later XD

Also I made a print of a picture I made last afternoon, where I used the ASCII-Art program to make it consist of... THOUSANDS of 50's XD

And now I'm off to the showers and then, BED. Nighty night everyone! : D

Sometimes your best friends can be inconsiderate assholes

I've know Sander for a long time, I know that he wouldn't intentionally hurt me, but what just happened is... indescribable.

See, for some reason, everytime I even remotely consider my own welfare over others, I'm being the most egocentrical asshole of the universe, which is fine and all, because by now I'm used to being called names, nowadays it's a come and go package.

But when people start making other people excited over my myseries, THAT's where I draw the fucking line, k? I WILL NOT GO ON ONE PICTURE WITH MY BROTHER. HE IS A SELFISH FUCKING BASTARD AND I HOPE HE DIES. I HATE HIM. I HATE WHAT HE DID TO ME. I HATE WHAT HE DID TO MY FAMILY. I HATE EVERY FIBRE OF HIS BEING.

And yet, he's my brother. How can I say such things? I am so confused. I know one thing though. I'm not doing the photoshoot. Of course, now I have to go and disappoint my mother. Guess who did it? Me, of course. Just because I was being selfish and prefer not to be around my brother because I'm an unpredictable prick. Fuck, I'm so evil I should just be killed, right? Well fuck you people. I have taken over a year now to recover from what that bastard did to me and my family.

fuck. Fuck! FUCK! FUUUUUUUUUUCK!